My Body Seized in a Giant Muscle Spasm

Testimony by Paula SG

Dear Members of the Royal Commission,

I am writing to share my experiences and recommendations regarding New Zealand’s Covid-19 response during 2021-2022.

Direct impacts of the August-September 2021 national lock-down on my Cake Baking and Decorating had. I had worked so hard to build my business up to include as many wedding cakes, extreme cakes and celebration cakes.  I lost all the business I had booked in during this time.  I received very few to no phone bookings for the future during this time. I was unable to attend wedding shows to build up my business. I was unable to have one on one consultations with clients. Which meant the following months would not be able to sustain an income. Due to my physical injuries from the vaccine I have had to shut down my business Cake Makers.

Specific consequences of vaccine mandates on my work and daily life. As one of the Pfizer Vaccine injured I for the whole of the lock-down and to this present day suffered from muscular pain that moves around my body.  I had a throbbing headache for 24 hours a day for 5 1//2 months until I did a detox. I suffered from chest pain and shortness of breath. I also had to set an alarm at night to do exercises to prevent my body from seizing up in a giant muscle spasm all over my body. It also has affected my eyesight and memory – the were very noticeable the day after my vaccine shot. During the lock down the medical care a received was diabolical. There was no support. Depression set in and the isolation from loved ones was also emotionally draining. Despite being married I felt very alone. I have spent the last 4 years in daily pain which doctors wrote off to arthritis. It took 3 years for me to get into see a Specialist whom COULD FIND NO ARTHRITIS present and he stated he could not help me as he did not know what was wrong. So I told him what was wrong and he put in my medical records “Paula says that she has Pfizer Vaccine injuries that are causing the pain to move around her body on a daily basis etc etc” Till this day I still have pain which effects my lifestyle on a daily basis. No GP is willing to discuss this with me having been forbidden by the government to do so. Shame on the government for forcing the public to take a Clinical Trial drug when they were not mandated to do so themselves. Shame on the government for taking no responsibility to help those of us whom have been injured by their mandated Pfizer Vaccine.

Financial hardships experienced due to these measures – I was physically injured by the Pfizer vaccine which left me unable to work. I could not sell my business as I was the business talent of my small business, Cake Baking and Decorating – extreme cakes, wedding cakes and celebration cakes. I was then unable to pay my mortgage so have had to rent out my home and are now living in a motor home full-time. None of this was in my life plan.

Social isolation during the Auckland/Northland extended lockdown – the social isolation was made worse by my vaccine injuries as I was waking up with chest pain and shortness of breath on a nightly basis I lived in fear that I was going to die and never see my family or friends ever again. As my injury occurred on the 23rd August 2021 my first vaccine and I was not prepared to risk my life by having a 2nd vaccine (a vaccine that is totally ineffective, I have had all my childhood vaccines and have never had any of those diseases. I have had Covid though?). I applied for an exemption from the vaccine and was notified that my GP had failed to sign the form before sending it off. I revisited the GP who said he would rectify this and I have yet to hear back from anyone re my exemption to this day. This is the same GP that the last time I visited him said to me “what the fuck do you want me to do about it?”. I have since changed my GP. I then had the stress of going to the Health and Commerce Commission. Which was a total waste of time a real white wash.  Even once the lock-down was lifted I was discriminated against and unable to go to cafes and my own family did not want me around my grandchildren as I was not fully vaccinated. Eventually I was told I had to get a Covid test and I could visit.  Here I was sitting in a room full of fully vaccinated people who did not know if they had Covid and I was the only one that could say I did not.  These fully vaccinated people have had Covid about 5 times.  I have only had it once? A totally ineffective vaccine.  Germany has just admitted that more people died from the vaccine than those who died from Covid?
Testing and tracing requirements affecting my business operations – I put up a sign that said I do not discriminate against the unvaccinated. However I had to shut my business due to my own Pfizer Vaccine injuries leaving me unable to work.

Adverse reactions to the Covid-19 vaccine: My body seized up in a giant muscle spasm leaving me screaming in pain. I was unable to sit down or move around.  We called an ambulance 3 times in a 5 hour period before they arrived to help me. They had no pain relief on board and had my husband search the house for what painkillers he could find painkillers and gave me a concoction of 3 of one tablet and 2 of another. I was shown exercises to stop the cramping and extreme pain. I did not sleep for 3 days as I had to set my alarm every 20 minutes to do the exercises or my body would seize up again. They then lied on their paper work saying I had lower back pain and did not describe accurately what I was going through. As one of the Pfizer Vaccine injured I for the whole of the lock-down and to this present day suffered from muscular pain that moves around my body.  I had a throbbing headache for 24 hours a day for 5 1//2 months until I did a detox. (I turned to natural health remedies as I had lost faith in the medical profession.  I suffered from chest pain and shortness of breath. I also had to set an alarm at night to do exercises for  to prevent my body from seizing up in a giant muscle spasm all over my body for 3 months. I ended up sleeping in another room from my husband so that he could get some sleep. Every night we said our goodbyes because I did not know if I was going to wake up in the morning due the the chest pain and shortness of breath I was suffering from.  During the lock down the medical care a received was diabolical. There was no support. I visited the New Lynn doctors for help and answers, all I got was pain killers and no answers. And and offer of antidepressants which are addictive but they hoped they would shut me up. I ended up in Accident and Emergency unable to walk due to extreme muscular pain. They gave me anal Voltarin so that I could walk out of there because when questioned and they offered me Morphine I turned them down as I did not want to take anything that was addictive. I felt by all their questioning they thought I was after drugs. With the anal Voltarin I could walk out of there but in the morning the room was spinning of its axis due to high blood pressure caused by the Voltarin. Depression set in and the isolation from loved ones was also emotionally draining. Despite being married I felt very alone as my husband had also collapsed and ended up at Accident and Emergency on 2 occasions due to his Pfizer vaccine injuries (he was mandated to take 2 vaccines due to his job), we received an off the record phone call from a nurse 2 days after this to inform him that all his internal organs were swollen and inflamed due to the Pfizer Vaccine and that is why he was having trouble breathing and had collapsed on the road outside A & E. (Not to mention the stress of waiting in the car as I was not allowed to be with him for the 4 hours he was there and I did not know if he was dead or alive. I have spent the last 4 years in daily pain which doctors wrote off to arthritis. It took 3 years for me to get into see a Specialist whom COULD FIND NO ARTHRITIS present and he stated he could not help me as he did not know what was wrong. So I told him what was wrong and he put in my medical records “Paula says that she has Pfizer Vaccine injuries that are causing the pain to move around her body on a daily basis etc etc” Till this day I still have pain which effects my lifestyle on a daily basis. No GP is willing to discuss this with me having been forbidden by the government to do so. Shame on the government for forcing the public to take a Clinical Trial drug when they were not mandated to do so themselves. Shame on the government for taking no responsibility to help those of us whom have been injured by their mandated Pfizer Vaccine. No one has the right to medically experiment on the unsuspecting public with a vaccine they are unwilling to take themselves. MP’s cannot be mandated to take anything that may affect their performance to run the country. I have lost all faith in the government and in the Doctors and medical staff in this country.

I found that as one of the injured by the Pfizer Vaccine that I was physically unable to stand for the 10 to 15 hour days 6 days a week to work at my small business.  I suffered from immense pain all over my body.  I have had to give up my business which left me unable to pay my mortgage. I have periods of depression still to this day. I have rented out my home and are now living in a motor home to survive. I could not sell my business as I was the business. I have/had an amazing talent for what I was doing. My dreams/plans for my life and financial security were destroyed by the Labour/Socialist Jacinda Ardern government.

Based on my personal experiences described above, I recommend the following for future pandemic responses:

Ensure healthcare professionals can freely discuss (and prescribe) all treatment options and raise safety concerns without professional penalties or censorship
Keep all medical decisions voluntary – no mandates that restrict employment, education or social participation based on medical choices. I would not have taken this vaccine as I was aware that any drug is a clinical trial for 10 – 15 years before all side effects are known. I worked in administration at Auckland Hospital for 9 years and worked with Clinical Trial Nurses that were in the unit I worked at and had these discussions. I was not consented properly by being given all the side effects it may cause.
Prohibit all lock-downs as these isolate people, damage businesses, and harm mental health. My business was destroyed by the lock-downs and my vaccine injuries leaving me physically unable to work. I still have bouts of depression from this till this day.
Maintain absolute transparency about the risks and benefits of, and alternatives to, proposed medical interventions. All the doctors GPs and doctors/medical staff at the hospitals still will not engage in a conversation with me about my injuries. One feels very isolated and unheard. I prefer to take recommendations from Homeopathic doctors because of this I have lost faith in the medical professionals.
Preserve fundamental human rights including freedom of movement, speech, association and medical choice during any emergency.  I was censored on Facebook whilst trying to get advice and help for my vaccine injuries. Isolated from family and friends and the support I so badly needed. Still to this day people are unwilling to discuss what I went through and what I am going through.
Create support systems and compensation for those harmed by emergency health measures. I am struggling financially due to the loss of my business and not being able to work. Retirement is very bleak. Ever increasing food costs and in general the cost of living is taking its toll.
Ensure ‘experts’ have clinical experience and have no conflicts of interest.

I strongly believe this inquiry must have the courage and integrity to confront all areas of concern, even if they are uncomfortable or politically contentious. I am hopeful that your work will result in recommendations that reflect the true lessons learned, well beyond “doing it better next time” and prioritize real health, transparency, ethical decision-making, and respect for individual freedoms and rights.

The best way for NZ to be prepared for the ‘next pandemic’ is to enable everyone in the population to have robust baseline health i.e. be supported to reverse type 2 diabetes, resolve obesity, quit smoking/vaping, have optimal vitamin D levels, have access to fresh fruit and vegetables, have ready access to the natural environment and sunlight. I recommend that health professionals be trained in, and supported in providing real health creation/restoration in addition to disease management based on the pharmaceutical model.

Thank you for including and using my feedback.
Yours faithfully,
Paula SG