When the Spell Breaks: Medicine’s Betrayal, Plain and Unforgivable
Sharing with permission from the Substack Doctors’ Tales, this essay follows the journey of a doctor who began with the accepted truths of his profession and slowly, painfully, discovered their cracks. What begins as a quiet unease grows into open recognition of medicine’s betrayal during the c-19 error – where evidence was replaced with propaganda, consent became theatre, and those who spoke out paid a terrible price. It is both testimony and warning, a reminder to us all, of what happens when professions bow to power, and a call to stand with those who refuse to remain silent.
‘We needed this Doc smiting the bastards who pushed the jab’
1. The Grip of Belief
Letting go of a belief that feels—no, is—true is one of the hardest things a human mind can do.
The inner grip shapes your very perception. To question it is to doubt reality itself.
The outer grip binds you to tribe and profession. To break from it is to risk exile.
That’s why betrayal cuts so deep. It doesn’t just shatter trust in an institution – it tears at the scaffolding of who we believed ourselves to be.
2. My Island Clinic: The First Cracks
At thirty, I opened a clinic on an island of skeptics and seekers – hippies, healers, and ordinary people who questioned what most accepted as gospel.
I arrived as a freshly trained doctor, carrying the “truths” of my profession.
Then came the questions: Why the jabs? Do we really need them?
I tried to defend them, but unease crept in. My instincts whispered: Don’t tamper with the body unless absolutely necessary. Infectious disease had already declined before most vaccines were introduced. Hepatitis B for everyone? Why? Utter nonsense.
So, my quiet policy became: don’t push. Support those who declined.
That was the first crack in the wall.
3. The Shattering: COVID and the Spell of “Vaccine”
COVID shattered those cracks wide open.
With one click, I accessed what had always been hard to find – on the FDA’s own website: package inserts, trial designs, fine print.
Turtles All the Way Down put it plainly:
“No vaccine on the childhood schedule has ever been tested for long-term safety against an inert placebo. Not one.”
That’s not opinion – that’s the record. The trials relied on to permit their use? Shoddy. Tiny sample sizes. Follow-up periods sometimes only days long.
The word vaccine had become an incantation. Say it, and scrutiny vanished.
Pregnant women. Children. The frail. Everyone was to be jabbed.
Consent became theatre. Evidence became marketing.
This wasn’t medicine. It was mass propaganda – driving fear enforced obedience.
4. Paul Thomas: The Unforgivable Data
Paul Thomas, a paediatrician with over three decades of experience, asked a forbidden question:
What happens if we compare vaccinated and unvaccinated children within the same practice?
His peer-reviewed 2020 study (International Journal of Environmental Research and Public Health) reported:
“In a practice with over 3,000 paediatric patients, not a single case of ADHD was found in the unvaccinated group. Rates of chronic illness were consistently higher among the vaccinated.”
(Source: PMC7709050)
Thomas also authored The Vaccine-Friendly Plan, The Addiction Spectrum, and most recently, Vax Facts: What to Consider Before Vaccinating at All, in which he concluded:
“Every childhood vaccine on the schedule today carries more risk than benefit.”
The response? Not debate. Not refutation. Not dialogue.
Within days, the Oregon Medical Board revoked his license under an “emergency suspension,” claiming his practice posed “an immediate danger to the public.”
This wasn’t science. It was enforcement.
Tyranny in a white coat.
5. The Machinery of Betrayal
Let’s name it.
- Regulators (FDA, CDC, WHO) didn’t demand safety – they colluded in its absence.
- Medical boards used emergency powers to silence dissent.
- Medical journals became stenographers for industry.
- Colleges and hospitals became inquisitions, punishing doctors who spoke out.
And my colleagues – my profession?
- Most bent the knee.
- They jabbed without question.
- They violated informed consent.
They sacrificed first, do no harm on the altar of obedience.
This wasn’t a lapse.
It was betrayal.
Deliberate. Systematic. Brutal.
6. “Move On”? No.
People say: COVID is over. Move on.
No. Without acknowledgment, nothing is over.
The machinery that censored, coerced, and silenced is still humming – waiting for the next “emergency.”
Whether it’s climate, mental health, or “misinformation,” the pattern will be the same:
Whip up fear. Suspend rights. Force interventions “for our own good.”
If this betrayal is buried, it will be repeated.
7. After the Collapse
Letting go of belief is always hard. But this was more than that.
It was watching medicine collapse – not as healer, but as enforcer.
And with it, the vision I inherited from my father – the family doctor whose calling was to stand between patients and the system, to protect them from harm.
That vision is gone. And with it, lives are gone too.
People who should still be here – fit, full of promise – were persuaded or coerced into taking an injection they didn’t need.
Empty chairs at tables. Parents who will never stop grieving.
What remains?
- The raw demand for honesty
- The unbearable weight of care
- The true meaning of a professional life—
from credat emptor (trust the doctor)
to caveat emptor (beware the doctor)
8. Where Do We Go From Here?
If institutions won’t tell the truth, we must.
If professions abandon their oath, we must hold them accountable.
That starts by refusing silence.
Refusing to “move on.”
Refusing to let betrayal fade into history unspoken.
It means supporting those – like Paul Thomas – who risk everything to speak, even as institutions strip away their livelihoods.
Here in New Zealand, it means standing with our own: NZDSOS (New Zealand Doctors Speaking Out with Science).
They have been vilified, censored, and stripped of their licenses. Now, they face enormous legal costs – punishment for fighting a case they should have won. Even New Zealand’s legal profession is now at risk.
If we abandon them, we abandon ourselves.
Because this isn’t about one doctor, or one country.
It’s about whether medicine serves truth and care – or power and control.
Above all, it’s about reclaiming medicine not as an arm of obedience, but as a covenant of care.
Because unless we name the betrayal – unless we stare directly at the wreckage and the lives already lost—nothing will change – and the disability and premature deaths heading our way.
Those young men should still be here.
Their absence is a silence we must carry.
If we do not, worse will surely come.
‘I am harmed and you want me to pay you’
About This Piece
This essay is part of my ongoing effort to speak openly about medicine’s loss of integrity during COVID and beyond. If what you’ve read resonates, I urge you to support those still paying the price for telling the truth.
In New Zealand: Stand with NZDSOS – doctors who were censored and stripped of their licenses for refusing to betray their oath. They now face crushing legal costs for defending the principles medicine was meant to uphold.
Internationally: Support the work of doctors like Paul Thomas, whose research and books (The Vaccine-Friendly Plan, The Addiction Spectrum, Vax Facts) challenge the spell of “settled science,” even in the face of institutional retaliation. Also follow the work of ICAN and its lead attorney Aaron Siri, who continue to expose suppressed truths.
And let us never forget:
Young men—healthy, full of life—were coerced into taking a gene-therapy injection they didn’t need. Some never came home.
Their parents grieve. Their partners grieve. Their friends grieve.
Empty chairs. Futures cut short. These were lives that should have stretched on, rich with promise. That they do not, is a wound that will never heal.
Only by naming the betrayal – and standing with those who refuse to bow – can we prevent it from being repeated and maybe find ways to help people harmed long term by this covid gene jab, damaged hearts and immune systems.
